He couldn’t sleep. The last conversation didn’t go so well. Seemed like she had misunderstood what he had said. It wasn’t so much about the fact that they had just had an argument…it was that he wasn’t sure how she felt even though he was dead sure she was the one who was wrong. For some reason it had become more important than anything else just for him to know that she was alright. Was she okay? Was she asleep? Was she thinking about the argument as well? Did she understand his perspective? He didn’t think so. She wouldn’t have sounded so hurt if she did. And that’s what was eating him up…that she wasn’t happy. He’d just say sorry if it made her feel better…that was all he could think about.
We’re doing fiction today… Ummm Psyche! 😂Lemme ask you a question though. What did you think when you ‘heard’ this gentleman’s thoughts? 🤔 Could we safely say the dude’s in love? Yeah sounds accurate, no? Really though, how can we tell? Could it be because he’s unable to sleep? Not sure how many insomniacs will be concluded to be in love then😂. Could it be because he wanted something from her? Well, maybe. There’s a tiny bone in every human’s spine that always pursues personal interest. So yeah, possible. But thing is…his line of thoughts don’t border on anything about himself. So, my one conclusion is this:
We Can Conclude There’s Love In There Somewhere Because He Genuinely Cared.
He cared about how she felt even when he knew he couldn’t do much about it. It’s just how love works. There’s a switch that turns on in your system that yearns for the other person to be happy. You wonder how badly they’re hurting and how you truly hope the pain gets more bearable soon. They’re the first person you want to share the silly joke you just heard with, they’re the first person that come to mind when you see a cute or funny picture. Pretty relatable, no? I’m sure you thought about 1 or 2 people reading that 🙂. Let’s twist it a little.
Ever wondered how God was feeling? 🤔 Ever seen something funny and whispered it in your head to Him? Did you picture Him smile? Did it feel warm and mushy like it does when that person flashes you a smile or you hear their coy laughter in the back of your mind? Do you steal cute little breaks from work or class so you can check in just to say ‘waddap Gee’? When last did you tell Him something before you told anyone else? Ever wondered if His eyes tear up? Ever asked Him? Ever felt like you could feel what He was feeling? Ever asked Him a silly question and laughed because you could sense that He gave you an equally silly answer?
It’s okay to unplug your earpieces sometimes…or to take a walk with quiet music you cannot sing along to…so that it can be just you and Him. It’s okay to talk to Him rather than at Him. He answers from within you, I promise. And His sense of humour will blow your mind.
It’s okay to fall back in love…with Him…all over again. 😊♻
This is beautiful and thought provoking.
Thanks Raddie.
Thank you Cathy! God be praised!
Interesting.
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Love lawyer.
You took my mind away on the wings of romantic love and just when i almost broke bounds you swept me back into Agape. Haha
Hahahaha
Ra! You know this is family. Beautiful read. Like I have always said too good for just here
Wow! Just want to go for a walk 😊
Legooo! 😁
I can honestly say I’ve never thought of or seen Him as such…something to think on during my next run. Thanks RAD!
Awesome! 😍 God bless you too!
I can relate to this very well.
Thank you RAD, God bless you for sharing.
God bless you too Ama! 😘
Someone broke my heart in a similiar way and I haven’t been able to get over it.
Your post was helpful.
Aww I’m sorry sweets. You’ll be fineee! ❤